The Yellow Bird is a Greek mythological character imaging a person’s one true love. It represents the one with whom they presently abide, while ravenously desiring to abide with more intimately. Yellow Bird love is a paradox: while it satiates the desire to be known, in knowing it arouses deeper longings, provoking secret cravings of the heart. It births joy and hope mingled with ache and desire. It is filling and provokes craving. It is already and not yet. It is present and still too far away.

Most do not find their Yellow Bird; many wish not to, recognizing the hunger it will awaken. These live at ease, asleep in everyday routine.

But then some do.

These are the audacious; those unsatisfied with the mundane. They live in heartache, yearning, and perpetual longing.

But these are the ones who live.

I count myself among them. I ache for my Yellow Bird. Our union is not complete; but before Him, I never knew completion.

His name is Jesus.

Monday, December 10, 2012

A Prayer for a Unbelieving People.


We are not a people of easy trust.
Our vernacular is not embedded with belief,
And kept promises are a foreign culture.

Broken promises have been our lot;
Daddies who hurt,
Mommies who leave,
Friends who abandon.

Even we Christians can name our own;
Churches that split,
Pastors who keep secrets,
And others who don’t keep ours.

We are fragile and unready to believe.
Promise broken after promise broken,
Believing seems a fool’s pursuit.

But …

we have heard You called
the Promise Keeper.
And we’re desperately curious to know why.

We have heard of a promised heir lying on the altar, 
And the sacrifice You provided instead.
Promise kept.

We have heard of a promised rescue of a believing whore,
Hanging on a scarlet chord from her window.
Promise kept.

We have heard of a promised land flowing with milk and honey,
And the desert worn path that led Your people home.
Promise kept.

And …

We have heard of another promise.
One we hardly dare whisper,
For fear it will slip from our lips with a shatter.

But it is a promise that You -
You, Yourself -
Will come.

And in the dark night of waiting,
Against our best logic and with our last shred of hope, 
We whisper, “we believe.”

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